my life has been very good so far still I complain. Last night even though my brother was with me for new years eve I still felt something missing in my life. I wanted to be alone yet be in the company of someone I can hold. I wanted to go out for a drive all alone but I wanted to hold hands with the woman I love.
The woman I love. Its so strange how people can fall in love so easily. I fell in love with a woman who belongs to someone else. even though she tells me how much she loves me it still hurts when i cant hold her in my arms. when i cant kiss her lips whenever i want 2. when I cant lay awake in bed with her and still feel fresh in the morning.
why didnt I meet her before him. why did she become a part of his life before she became mine.
I am going to be 26 this month. I guess I have reached a period in my life when I want someone to wake me up with her kiss rather than the buzzing alarm sound. I want to be the one who could comfort the woman in my life when she is upset. I want to fight with her over stupid stuff.
and I want to be SOMEONE
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